I think it's coming. It's here. Tonight I am pissed. I am angry at my husband and at everyone I ever knew. Just name one person I've ever met...and I can think of something to be angry with them about. How's that? My anger has arrived.
My list:
- I am ticked that I was left with this great big house that's falling down all around me to take care of ALL BY MYSELF.
- I'm ticked at the handy man who wanted to charge me flippin' $200 to do about $50 worth of work.
- I'm pissed at the lady at Progress Energy who would not SHUT UP today about signing me up for some stupid Progress Energy program that I repeatedly said I don't want. Before we hung up, I was so mad I was crying. With the utility company. How stupid is THAT?
- I'm mad as hell at the guy who took my money and then didn't do the work he promised and doesn't even have the balls to return my phone calls.
- I'm mad at the damn dogs for keeping me awake the last two nights. Don't they know I'm having a hard time right now and need my sleep??
- I'm mad at least 4 men in my life - my husband included. Hell, I'm mad at every man on the planet! They're all stupid worthless pieces of shit that can't be depended on to wipe their own asses. (There! THAT felt good!)
- I'm annoyed with my boss for expecting me to do something ASAP I should have done a month ago.
- I'm mad at the dishwasher, the shower in the hallway, and the front door. None of them work worth a damn. They might as well be a man.
- I'm mad at the lady at the YMCA cause she gave me a locker that doesn't work. Three times.
- I'm mad at the cat for barfing in the den just minutes after I had the carpet shampooed.
I'm just plain mad. Mad, mad, mad. It's like everyone asked for it - everyone insisted that I needed to get mad - and now here it is. Except they aren't the ones who have to deal with it. I am. They aren't the ones sitting here tonight desperately wishing for a decent night's sleep. They aren't the ones dealing with the bills, staggering college tuition that's due in 3 weeks and I have no idea where it's coming from, and a husband who initially left them for a much younger woman, but who is now no longer seeing the bitch, so now I'm not sure why the hell he left me. Musta been something. But I'm not sure what.
